So its 2 and im supposes to be working on my essay for pearson but i heard that if you take a break from stuff then its easier to information to come by later sooooo this is my break ! hahaha. Today was the last and yes finally the last morning with the sen10rs . oh how im going to miss them so much….its hard to let go of them and say goodbye but its completely out of our control so theres nothing much we could do. First thing in the morning entering ferros room was so hard because i knew that i wouldnt be able to see them leave me yet its invietible to hide from them forever so i walked in by myself. Taking a seat on janels desk as i look at lori, jannel, kayla, and rhiannon was so sad. Yet they seemed so happy to leave but what can i say 4 years its about time for them to let go. maybe not of dance team but of high school. I stayed quiet most of the time because i knew that i needed to cherish this last time with them until never again in my life with i get to be with a set of 12 amazing seniors. As first period bell ring the seniors was being their crazy loud self and did their thing. Its sad because Racheeelll!! started crying the moment she got in. Ann and i was fighting so hard to not cry with her but as jackie started walking to us crying ann and i decided to go to the back because we didnt want to be a pansy today. Too bad Josh came over to ann and she started crying so i couldnt hold back. Seeing them leave was so hard. My tears was just falling by itself WHYYY?!?!?!?!? as the seniors walked around to hug everybody i saw ferros eyes were fill with tears which shows how much she truelly loved the class of 10 and i just wish that it would be us next year. the rain started and everybody was crying. i hugged LORIII!!! :((((( then phiphi then malari then saraaah. After that camile came over and held onto me really tight and told me to stop but i couldnt and started going even more on her. later rhirhi and divina gave me a farewell with their letter which was the best thing i could ever get. Im more of a give me somehting meaningful then give me something expensive. so receiving those letter was an honor . thank you rhirhi and divina! Then i had to….i hugged Cristina for a really long time knowing that she wont be next to be next year. she wont be saying good morning to me anymore. shes not there to eat my lunch with me anymore. shes not gonna be there for me to greet her after school. she wont be there to hold me up when im down. and be there always for me. its so sad to hold onto to her and let go. i held on as long as i can before i couldnt anymore. how do you let go of something so great. Yet that wasnt the end. If there was one person i knew that i couldnt say bye to it was darkie. He came to me but i kept hitting his hand away and pushing him back because i knew i couldnt do it. yet he force one last hug out of me. my broskee. my older brother whos been there for 2 years helping me with everything. I trust him with anything and everything. i knew this would come evantually but i didnt think it was gonna hit me that hard. both cristina and darkie made a huge impact on me this year and its the reason why i couldnt let go of them. yet all the seniors did as well. which is why i have so much respect and love for them. thank you MMDT class of 10 you guys are a group of amazing, fun, loud, crazy, pretty(yess pretty), and good people that everybody should meet. This is my farewell to you guys. Please be amazing always so that i will always know that i can look up to you guys. thank you for a good two years of being on MMDT MMDF 080910 forever. im glad i could take the last journey with you guys because i know how much love you guys put into this team. All of you guys have so much passion not just for dance but for this family that we had. thanks for everything.