I usually dont come out with this everyday but its finally hitting me that the seniors is leaving. As i see them wait to get their cap and gown the feeling finally came to me. Tomorrow is the last real day with the seniors….it sucks to see them leaving because i grew up with the class of 10. Last morning practice together, last loud lunch, last time sharing food, last time seeing them. After school i wasnt really going to ferro because i was trying to figure out if i bought my yearbook or not…damn i still dont know but its okay whatever. Well after all the walking around i came into ferro. As i look around i saw Lori, rhirhi, and jannel with their cap and gown in their hands. Seeing them wear that outfit on friday will be a pain. Then last but not least cristina. Even though none of the guys got their stuff yet evantually they will all be wearing it. i really dont want them to go but its out of my control. The senior will be miss so much. the class i looked up too will no go out and become the successful person that they are. one more day with them. I have to make it worth it.

I usually dont tumblr about people but i think i will tonight.

Thank you for everything you’ve done for me. from the talks we had to the close relationship we got its hard to see you go. Seeing your stuff and your mindset ready to leave the campus scared me. I felt as if your done but what can i say. 4 years its finally time for you to let lose and go on. Its weird knowing that in two days i will watch you walk on the platform and dunzo….

Senior year is around the corner and im not ready to walk into yet. I have nothing to look forward too. Just scared of what to come. Im not ready yet. I may seem old but i still feel like a little kid inside. Knowing that once i hit 18 im an adult is and thats not who i am. Its scary and i really dont want to do this alone. Who am i gonna fall back onto next year. Hmmm i dont know. only time will tell.

Goodnight tumblr thanks for reading.