So the new team started yesterday already this year is starting out rough in my eyes. A lot of new changes that i have to get used too. Something new that im not comfortable with. Karma’s a bitch. I see it and understand it. What is this new year gonna throw at me. I think im just gonna take it slow for now. Looking forward to stuff will….. and not meeting it will only screw me over. Given up a lot to gain nothing is weird. But lesson learned. Asking for forgiveness is too late. Time to watch the clock and go.