Cleaning out my tumblr like how i should of. Its weird how everything was at its peak and now im at rock bottom. Tomorrow im starting on this cleaning up. Being in this taught me that only trust your significant other because you dont know whos there for you and whos not. I did what i did because i wanted to not because i felt obligated too. Trust me we all been in this before so dont try to question what i do. Dont tell me what to do, dont judge me for who i am because if you were my real friend then you wouldnt be doing this to me. So with all that i second guess what i really have…..This long long night could be a hard one to just sleep through. That does not mean im giving up. I need to see how everything is because deep down inside i know theres still a light that shine only for you and i.