So i havnt done anything to my tumblr in like forevess but i thought i would tonight just for kicks =).

So sitting here reading everybodys tumblr about summer this and summer that i thought about it and woow my last high school summer is ending =/. Im not sure what i feel right now but its bittersweet i guess? Summer 2010 have been crazy different from what i expected. I was expecting hella joyrides at night, exploring,spending time with the “mains”, movies, chillen, hella beaching, and what not but what i got was something else….something different yet special.

I entered summer with a special someone with me and i was able to stick through it with her. I dont usually do all the public loveydovey stuff but i once in a while is fine :). My summer pretty much was hanging out with Cristina 24/7. People are always asking where im going and i would say Cristinas house or what not and yet after a while its just like oh your going to cristinas house arent you? Yes i am and it might seem stupid or we’re so attached but thats how i wanted it to be. Its hard to explain but spending a day with her watching tv or me playing with akita is fine with me. Thats exactly what i did this whole summer. Nothing crazy just a lot of “us” time. Its fun to be honest :) we dont do much but thats my fault for not being able to provide any kind of transportation but somehow we end up having a good time. Its still a slow developing process but its been a great summer with her<3. Just the one i needed!

mains i miss you guys dearly….especially the “mains”…hmm what i expected was not what i got. I saw you 3 so much last year that i thought this year would be the same but its not at all….its okay i understand if im asking too much since you guys are both busy and wanting to have some lone time. Im fine with that but i wish we had a day like we used to. Honestly we had one which was a great night and i wanted more but sometimes its best to not want so much but wait it out.

I see your doing your own thing and thats great. Even though we dont talk as much i try my best to keep your life updated with me by checking on you through these internet sites. Seems like your going through a lot with your new life and i hope you’ll be able to keep at this pace and be the person you wanted to be. Not gonna lie but i miss you broskee…no homo shit right? you have your new friends and everything but not to be selfish i wished we had some bro time like we did. honestly i really dont know what to talk to you about anymore and when i see you its just weird-ish….I hope its just a phase and not anything different just know im always here for you. But for right now your doing what you need to do so until you need me ill still be around. Stay up and dont let anything keep you from doing what you want to do like you used to always tell me. =). You got it because thats who you are. Setting your mind to something and pursuing it.

Overall my summer was great all thanks to you =) i dont know how or when we found each other but its great that we ended up like this. Dont worry ill be around for a while =) thanks for everything boobooschmoomoo? HAHA <3

Thanks for reading and i cant wait for my last year of high school. The last stepping stone before my new life and pursuing my future. I cant wait yet im scared. Start strong…finish strong. Class of ‘11